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Chapter 2 · The Last Measure of Rice · 6 min read

The Philosopher of Food

“Eating is not mere intake of nutrition. It is a cultural act, an ethical choice, a social ritual.”

So Shinomiya Seiichi had once declared in his university lectures. Standing at the lectern, unfolding the theory of food ethics before his students, his voice had been powerful, his words cutting the air like a keen blade. He had long since retired, but when he spoke before the family gathered in the living room, that bearing had not changed.

“In considering this one gō of rice, we must first return to the essence of what ‘food’ is,” Seiichi began, adjusting his glasses. “In other words, we need to understand the many layers of the act of eating.”

Misaki observed her grandfather’s profile. From her vantage, Seiichi’s words sometimes felt abstruse and remote, but the passion behind them came through. Grandpa really has spent his whole life thinking about food, she thought.

“Dad,” Kentaro cut in. “I understand the theory, but what we face right now is a practical problem. The question of how to use this one gō.”

Seiichi shook his head. “That’s exactly the point. What is ‘practical’? Short-term satisfaction, or long-term value? Personal desire, or social responsibility?”

He stood and went to his study. A few minutes later he returned, an old leather-bound book in hand.

“This is the principal work I published thirty years ago.” Seiichi set the book carefully on the table. The Philosophy of Distribution: Ethics for an Age of Food Crisis, the cover read. “At the time, I wrote it as a theoretical argument, but…”

His voice trembled slightly. “I never imagined I would face it with my own family, in a form like this.”

Chiyo quietly laid a hand on her husband’s shoulder. She was the one who had watched Seiichi’s life of research from closest by. The conflict of a husband swaying between theory and practice—she understood it better than anyone.

“Seiichi,” Chiyo said gently. “Perhaps now is the very time your research can be of use.”

Seiichi gazed at his wife and gave a faint nod. He opened the book and turned the pages.

“This is what I wrote here.” Seiichi pointed to a particular page. “‘In a true crisis, the distribution of food becomes not merely a material problem, but an act that expresses the values of a community. By what we prioritize, what we are is defined.’”

“But, Grandpa,” Misaki said hesitantly. “When you wrote that book, had you ever actually been hungry?”

The room fell silent. It was a sharp question. Seiichi gazed at his granddaughter and at last answered quietly.

“No,” he admitted honestly. “I wrote based on academic research and the analysis of historical cases. But the correctness of a theory does not necessarily depend on experience.”

“But isn’t it different, though,” Misaki went on. “Theory and reality. Feeling hunger, and thinking about hunger.”

Kentaro nodded at his niece’s words. “Misaki’s right. Dad, in my NGO work I’ve seen people actually facing food shortages. Their choices are often different from the theoretically optimal solution.”

Seiichi let out a deep sigh. “I’m aware of that. The gap between the ideal and the real. That’s exactly why, in a situation like this, we must refer to both theory and experience.”

He turned the pages again and opened to another. “In the chapter ‘The Distribution of Food in Crisis Conditions,’ I wrote this: ‘It is important to prioritize the most vulnerable, to consider sustainability, and for the process of distribution itself to be transparent.’”

Tetsuya, the fatigue of a day at the co-op on his face, said, “Dad, theory aside, the field is chaos. The system isn’t working. People are on the verge of panic.”

“I understand that,” Seiichi closed the book. “Which is precisely why our decision, as the small unit of a family, matters. To put it another way, our choice can become a model case within a larger social context.”

Misaki abruptly took out her smartphone. “Hey, I wonder if I can find Grandpa’s book online.” She began working the screen.

Seiichi showed a slightly surprised expression. “I didn’t think you’d take an interest.”

“I mean, I want to know what you were thinking when you were young,” Misaki said, watching the screen. “Ah, found it! But…” She made a face. “It’s expensive. Five thousand yen for the e-book.”

“Academic books are like that,” Seiichi said, a touch proudly. “Specialized knowledge has value.”

“But if you knew, Grandpa, that there are people who can’t read your book right now—how would you feel?” Misaki asked, out of honest curiosity. “That it doesn’t reach the people who need the knowledge.”

The question pierced Seiichi’s heart. For a long time he had lived in the world of scholarship. He had believed in the importance of knowledge, in the power of thought. But now, through his granddaughter’s question, he was confronted with the contradiction between his own theory and practice.

“That is…” Seiichi searched for words. “A complex problem. The balance between the value of intellectual property and the right of access to knowledge…”

But even to his own ears, his academic answer rang hollow.

“Back when Seiichi taught at the university, he often handed out recordings of his classes to students for free,” Chiyo said quietly. “The official textbook was expensive, so he gave them as supplementary material.”

Seiichi looked at his wife. His partner of many years knew the conflict between his ideals and reality. He smiled faintly and nodded.

“That’s right,” Seiichi admitted. “Theory matters, but it’s meaningless if it doesn’t reach people. That’s what I believed.”

“In that case,” Kentaro said, “how do we apply Dad’s philosophy of food to this concrete situation, now? What do you think we should do with this one gō of rice?”

Seiichi looked out the window. The sun was beginning to sink. He looked back over his life—the passion of his youth, the conviction of middle age, and his present uncertainty.

“If I follow my theory,” he said, choosing his words slowly, “this rice should not simply be ‘consumed.’ That would be mere short-term satisfaction, and it would lose its long-term value. We should maximize the potential this one gō of rice holds.”

“Specifically?” Tetsuya asked.

“Part preserved as seed rice, part distributed to those most in need, and part…”

Seiichi broke off. For many years he had built the theory of food ethics. He had read vast literature, performed complex analyses, written meticulous papers. But now, before his eyes, was a simple, urgent reality. One gō of rice, and a family that needed it.

“I…” he continued. “Theoretically, that is what I think. But…”

Seiichi, unusually, was at a loss for words. He looked toward his study. There, the traces of his long scholarly life were packed tight. His own works lined the shelves; photographs from international conferences hung on the wall. There was his life as an authority on food ethics.

And now, he stood at that intersection of theory and reality.

“It’s late now,” Chiyo said quietly. “Everyone’s tired. Let’s talk again tomorrow.”

The family agreed. Deciding to gather again the next day, they withdrew to their rooms.

Seiichi remained in the living room to the last, gazing at his own book on the table. The dusk of Aogawa streamed in through the window, casting a pale light on the cover.

“Theory and practice,” he murmured. “All this time, I thought I’d been trying to bridge them.”

He took up the book and headed for the study. There he pulled out old documents and began to read through the draft he had written thirty years before. Reading the words of his younger self, Seiichi went on thinking. In search of an answer for the last gō of rice, the philosopher of food returned to his own origins.